i cant help it.
my skin is itching for a tattoo!
so here i am now. yelping for the best place to get my tattoo done (though i haven't really sure im going to ink cause someone's gonna be really piss)
my heart fell for james spencer biggs for those art in black-and-white and jason schroder for those BEAUTIFUL COLORS you put in all of your creation. you guys made awesome pieces! wait, correction. all of incognito artists are great! taylor, adrian sanchez, tim forbus. i love you guys :D
im planning to get an eye tattoo, considering that i wanna see the world, and a beautiful lil bird, which symbolize my dreams of freedom.
gosh im so excited :D
i feel like goin to bed but this incognito stuff and polyvore keep me awake like a bad little owl on that friggin tattoo.
Monday, April 27, 2009
ordinary day
Morning has just fade to the heat of noon. Still in my bed lazying around on this lovely Monday. Feels so relieved that I woke up and found out that today I don’t have to do my exam cause it’s over. Went downstairs and had my coffee cold. Eat some melons, add some milk to my cold coffee. Checked my javelin and I laughed to read a message from my cousin, she dreamed of me and Aike coming over to her casa. Which is in LA! Lols that’s thousands of miles away but hey who knows I’ll probly get my visa in like one week from now. Just pray and hope for the best that could happen cause we (me, Aike, and my cousin) are soooo excited to spend this summer together
Woooohoo there’s a remix of umbrella song on the radio. Dance dance dance.. told u I’ll be here forever said I’ll always be your friend.. dance dance.. under my umbrella e e e.. lols :D
Yeah so today I skipped my four classes straight. Got a singing class at 4 though. After I post this notes I’ll go out for lunch, go to my singing class then probly go out to meet some friends and have an early dinner. Go back home, spending time with mi familia, do some reading, make some phone calls, then go to sleep. And tomorrow I’ll wake up and do almost the same activity, the same routine.
well somehow I am now feeling like a modern (girl) version of Sisyphus.
at certain point in my life I get bored I feel like there’s no point in these things I do every day. sometimes i feel tired and i just wanna stop doing the same things and make today doesn't end just like any other days. like how I skipped my classes today and go somewhere or do something spontaneously to make a difference. Yea I like doing things spontaneously, out of the blue i just make an unpredictable decisions. I usually don’t make plans cause things turn out be more interesting when you don’t know what's gonna happen next
I just gave a thought of it and actually.. I don’t need to do these stuffs I do every day, rite? Let’s just say that if today I feel like going to Bali why don’t I just set off for a day or two and go back. It’s not gonna make things turn out bad, is it? We can do things out of our routine, out of our habits, and make things turn out better. Like when my dad came home and bring flowers for my mama, that's surprising and it makes her happy. and not just her, I do too.
my friend just came to pick me up and now we are going out for lunch. I gotta go now. Write again soon, have a magical day fellas :)
Friday, April 24, 2009
choose!
i finally learn that when u trust in your true self and believe that what you are doing is right, then just go on.
go ahead doing things that is right to do.
that you want to do.
:)
i came to this conclusion after a week with so many things to deal with and decisions to be made, and a week working on my national final exam which is done today. (yea! partaaaay! lols)
on UAN, many students felt like they couldn't make it pretty well to pass. to be honest, that happened to me too on the first day. some of my friends had even gave the thought of cheating. lols. as high school students yea we definitely cheat on tests and quizzes. but not on this national exam cause this is a serious matter kid (gosh sounds like my econs teacher now haha) we are supposed to do our best, right?
you know what, i think its a sensitive topic to talk about uan now. just skip that dull part speaking of to cheat or not to cheat. cause it is dull, and cause some students from another high schools were caught cheating. so, yea i better stop now haha.
what i wanna say is that during my exam i made choices that are really my own decission. you can have all the suggestions and answers in the world and people telling you what to choose in your life. but keep in mind that your life is all yours to live.
at the end of the day i am standing proud and satisfied because of choosing what i believe is the right choice. and even though later i might find out that its not, then there would be no regret cause i did what i wanted to not because i am told, or even worst, forced to do so.
if you dont know whether what you're goin to do is right or wrong, you can use this simple 'methods' i use. if it doesnt give any harm to the earth or to others, then you can Do that. if it makes any good and it can harm others, then: Dont. simple, isnt it? *smilesss*
NOW is the best time to choose.
think simple and easy. and life will be greatly fun. because to live is to enjoy..
ttys ;)
go ahead doing things that is right to do.
that you want to do.
:)
i came to this conclusion after a week with so many things to deal with and decisions to be made, and a week working on my national final exam which is done today. (yea! partaaaay! lols)
on UAN, many students felt like they couldn't make it pretty well to pass. to be honest, that happened to me too on the first day. some of my friends had even gave the thought of cheating. lols. as high school students yea we definitely cheat on tests and quizzes. but not on this national exam cause this is a serious matter kid (gosh sounds like my econs teacher now haha) we are supposed to do our best, right?
you know what, i think its a sensitive topic to talk about uan now. just skip that dull part speaking of to cheat or not to cheat. cause it is dull, and cause some students from another high schools were caught cheating. so, yea i better stop now haha.
what i wanna say is that during my exam i made choices that are really my own decission. you can have all the suggestions and answers in the world and people telling you what to choose in your life. but keep in mind that your life is all yours to live.
at the end of the day i am standing proud and satisfied because of choosing what i believe is the right choice. and even though later i might find out that its not, then there would be no regret cause i did what i wanted to not because i am told, or even worst, forced to do so.
if you dont know whether what you're goin to do is right or wrong, you can use this simple 'methods' i use. if it doesnt give any harm to the earth or to others, then you can Do that. if it makes any good and it can harm others, then: Dont. simple, isnt it? *smilesss*
NOW is the best time to choose.
think simple and easy. and life will be greatly fun. because to live is to enjoy..
ttys ;)
Sunday, April 19, 2009
wish u luck
well done.
i am finally here, at this significant point of my life. after three years *two and a half year for me :p* spent on doing school assignments, projects, forgotten homework. stuffs that most of us never even do by ourselves, most of the time we just copy it from friends or from the internet, am saying it right? lols. i went over exams. friends that i had, friends that i missed. all things that i've be through gave me so much to learn.
tomorrow is the big day for the national examination in Indonesia or commonly said UAN. what is so special about this is that three years of our suffering and struggling in high school will be determined by our UAN score. well it basically is a five-days test and we're gonna have six subjects on the exam. for me and other social students this would be : maths, english, bahasa, geography, economics, sociology. in my school we have had intensive lessons since like last month so yeah i am quite prepared (i bet you figured cause i still have plenty of time writing this. lol.) not all high school in indo is prepared, though. last year there are sooo many students (especially from the small cities and towns) who couldn't make it on UAN. like hundreds of students failed. fortunately, no one has ever failed from my school. so i am not quite sure whether i should be relieve or feel it as a burden. haha.
i just merely hope that all of my friends would pass this national exam successfully and with the score they wish to achieve. ora et labora. pray for it and, of course, you should learn and do your best, mi amigos
this will be just a week. let us spend a week in agony then we're gonna have a loooong days to celebrate. parties, sunshines, butterflies. the world will be there waiting for us :)
good luck y'all!
semangat!
i am finally here, at this significant point of my life. after three years *two and a half year for me :p* spent on doing school assignments, projects, forgotten homework. stuffs that most of us never even do by ourselves, most of the time we just copy it from friends or from the internet, am saying it right? lols. i went over exams. friends that i had, friends that i missed. all things that i've be through gave me so much to learn.
tomorrow is the big day for the national examination in Indonesia or commonly said UAN. what is so special about this is that three years of our suffering and struggling in high school will be determined by our UAN score. well it basically is a five-days test and we're gonna have six subjects on the exam. for me and other social students this would be : maths, english, bahasa, geography, economics, sociology. in my school we have had intensive lessons since like last month so yeah i am quite prepared (i bet you figured cause i still have plenty of time writing this. lol.) not all high school in indo is prepared, though. last year there are sooo many students (especially from the small cities and towns) who couldn't make it on UAN. like hundreds of students failed. fortunately, no one has ever failed from my school. so i am not quite sure whether i should be relieve or feel it as a burden. haha.
i just merely hope that all of my friends would pass this national exam successfully and with the score they wish to achieve. ora et labora. pray for it and, of course, you should learn and do your best, mi amigos
this will be just a week. let us spend a week in agony then we're gonna have a loooong days to celebrate. parties, sunshines, butterflies. the world will be there waiting for us :)
good luck y'all!
semangat!
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